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Expressionism – 10-30-13
One thing I spend far too much time pondering is women. Specifically how will I ever find one to love that can return love? Is it even deserved? Shitting on any one that had previous hopes. Why? Defense. No woman will ever hurt me in that regard ever again. No matter how many walls, how […]

Expressionism – Rays
Sun, Killing my skin, tanning pigment in-between, Blame it on my genes. Sun, Setting, now it’s colder. Slide on jeans and jacket, shoulder to shoulder. Sun, Stabilizing mental health forever and for later, That vitamin D savior. Sun, Guiding our movements, Cause little do we know, in darkness we’re clueless. Sun, Now to watch it […]

Expressionism – Purgatory – Winter 2012
Purgatory, the one place where everything feels despondent. Void of the pleasures, distractions and anguish. Blank white space. Vocal-less. Deaf. Mundane. Just floating. Pretending to exist. I can’t stand it, but I can’t stand to leave it, either. Real life contains the unknown, and that’s just as terrifying as anything. Women, conversations with them seem […]

Expressionism – Winter 2012
Are you happy? Cause I just don’t see it. So much potential To make the world spin for you. Yet you just don’t believe it. Stuck in zero gravity, Like purgatory is reality. You’re baffling, Beautiful and capturing, With anchored shoes. Yeah, you’re tied down. Throwing me clues now, You’re ready to be on your […]

Expressionism – Lake City – Undated
Here off Highway 61 in a city totting it’s “Birthplace of water-skiing” title, is the same place I parked after that night. Sat right here, in the same car, calling a friend with the news. You and I had decided to keep it hush-hush, yet I had to tell someone. WE WERE ENGAGED! So excited […]

Expressionism – Worn – Winter 2012
Worn, cold, limited Bold, bare, skinless So many lost words, Losing it here, win-less Countless thoughts, Views remain unfinished Minutes count for hours And I feel like a coward. Rough to the touch, hollow Broken to the bone. Broken to the core. Fragments lie alone. Stuck in the head, Trapped in the mental dome. The […]

Expressionism – Accept the Hustle – 1-13-14
Take what you give And make sure to give back Hustle hard, stack it up Make the paper, spend the scratch Move fast, move fast Pace the others tracks, Or accept fate flat. Dodging karma does jack, So own up to that. We’re all flawed, That means growth is in store No need to ignore. […]

Expressionism – 10-29-13 (2)
Mental note: don’t go mental. If shit comes and goes, why do we grasp so tightly? Like love will dissipate any moment, our money will vanish, our time will waste away. We know it comes in at its own and evaporates when it decides. We realize our choices and the fact that we’re ultimately powerless. […]

Expressionism – Fall 2012
When I’m good, I’m great. When I’m bad, I’m awful. Enough life has been lived and many mistakes have been made. No need to keep piling problems. But I keep creating them. Mostly in my head. I’m just convincing enough to believe them. It’s almost too easy to blame them on women. Knowing they evoke […]
Expressionism – Hooptie ft. Orikal Uno
Rolling low-class since 16, ’92 Lumina, soccer-mom-style, Stuntin’ on the scene. After that, inherited, ’89 Corsica from my family. That car was as old as me. Used to die at stop-lights, Only drove it twice. ’95 Explorer, Off-roaded, Drove it ’til I broke it. Windows were missing, When it was zero below. Oh no, another […]