This is probably my last year alive.
Let it be a good one.
Quit dwelling on the girl that doesn’t love you and quit wasting time on the ones that do. They will take whatever bullshit I give so can’t be upset when I’m lonely, drained financially from picking up the tab and exhausted from trying to keep up with their emotions like I care.
I’m just fairly good at this game.
You’re a stranger and I was hoping you’d fill the void she left in my heart a long time ago, but you haven’t and maybe no one ever will.