Archive | March 2017
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7/25/16
Always meeting women like they’re some source of oxygen. Some carbon fuel to bring my cold-deceased heart to life again. Revive me, miss. Please! Run your fingers through that long, dark hair and I’ll keep watching. Playing with the straw from and iced coffee, thinking of how they could be my fingers instead. Could I […]

5/23/16
All of my “let’s just be friends” still have my heart. At least, the ones I truly gave it to do. I’ll always love those women. Some of them have once loved me. Some of them still might love me back. It doesn’t just go out the window like that. Yes, I sometimes hold onto […]

8/10/16
It’s about 12:15 And your lips taste like whiskey Eyes screaming kiss me Swimming naked after dark Trying to hold onto your hips, but they’re slippery We could get caught This could be risky Exercise a little caution Just enough to allow ourselves to get lost in Soaking in this water Got you even wetter […]

8/1/16
Letting days pass without writing.. It simply ain’t right, man Sometimes rather sit around at night. Always fighting feelings of flight Spiteful. Really kinda frightening Cause in the end, what I’m fighting is enlightenment

7/16/16
Use that mind everyday Like the muscle it is, Flex it. Complex and vexing Doesn’t come effortlessly Gotta stretch it, Bend and progress it Learn lessons Stay intent to keep stepping But be content with guessing When you alone can’t answer the question

10/2/16
Let me go It wasn’t hard for you, was it? Snipped ties and cut cords Decreased the budget Wasn’t ever love, was it? Fucked up, cause I felt it Heart melting with simple texting Post sex cuddling had me stressing Flexing mind muscles Pent up aggression mixed with love lessons And your lack of security […]

5/25/16
Spit it out The words Leave ’em where they lie Honestly Honestly lie to me To yourself Think you feel some type of way Write it out You were probably wrong Just like I was

3/16/16
This is probably my last year alive. 2016. Let it be a good one. Quit dwelling on the girl that doesn’t love you and quit wasting time on the ones that do. They will take whatever bullshit I give so can’t be upset when I’m lonely, drained financially from picking up the tab and exhausted […]

3/16/16
Genetically gifted, Step above average Attractive? Somewhat, by societies standards Slightly mentally damaged From the drugs, And the cigarettes will probably end in cancer Seems to be the answer Mom got it and fought it, Yet I still can’t get up off it Half pack a day got me coughing Contemplate quitting often Still craving, […]

5/26/16 & 5/27/16
(5/26/16) We might not see eye to eye, Mainly cause I think when you shield yours from mine, You feel just fine. Cold and vacant, Even though I’ve faced it, Your face can’t be replaced that quick. (5/27/16) You say we got no future like I’m talking to the dead Trying to resurrect […]