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Are the lonely really that alone? There’s SO many of us out here. Aimlessly wandering as one. Together in thought. Pretending we co-exist somewhere, with something, to make-up for the lack of a someone. We’re full of ourselves. Hyped with desperation for the fleeting feeling of hope as each day passes, mundanely unchanged. None of […]

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10/17/16

10/17/16


So one-tracked that the thought that maybe, it could be them, or a mixture of us both, isn’t even a consideration. Clearly such a re-occurance doesn’t take guilt entirely off of my plate-still have to be somewhat at fault. There is no way. I play into it. The deviance. The hedonism. The mistreatment and dismissal […]

9/29/16

9/29/16


Shakey. Weak. Feeble. Over-stimulated. Hyped. Feeling like the world could be conquered if you could just pin-point the starting line. Coffee jacks me up like falling in love does. Not sure which is worse for your health; Nothing is safe with that much over-consumption. Sipping pot after pot and loving unconditionally are one in the […]

9/29/16

9/29/16


Content, yet writing you again. Notebooks full of attempts. Somehow gotta make sense of all the sex.   Content, ignoring texts. Until I know what to expect And am prepared for what comes next.   Content, gotta rest. Worrying about our future, ain’t worth the stress. Something you see, but I’m learning to accept.   […]

8/14/16

8/14/16


What if you find what you’ve been patiently wishing at every 11:11 for? You are fully aware of how lucky you’ve become, like winning a jackpot powered by karma instead of monetary credits. Does that make you rich? Does it matter how well you invest? Are you willing to gamble a few winnings, bet against […]

11/2/16

11/2/16


We get too wrapped up in the now. You. Me. Her. Him. Them. All of society is guilty, but who’s to blame? The little necessities of life (especially in our current advertisement splashed nation) can’t be accomplished while avoiding some type of distraction or unnecessary stressor. No wonder so many people here lose it. Snap. […]

11/1/16

11/1/16


Destiny. Fuck does it even mean? Can we control it or do we live in some Final Destination mapped out, pre-determined, type of universe? Individually we’ve got unique skills like life designed us each via a Sims character creation screen. 7 blue dashes of playfulness, but only 2 blue dashes in the nice category. Guess […]

8/10/16

8/10/16


Do you see what I see? Is your tongue just as tied? Dying to be wrapped around mine all the time? Let’s kiss and unwind. Gotta feeling this could be something greater than either of us Could have hoped to find. Don’t want to force it. And it feels, we don’t need to. Time will […]

11/4/16

11/4/16


Watch you walk, table to table Making my knees weak, Thank god there’s something stable. Try to say it, but I ain’t able Freaked, keep to my own feet Got me tripping on em, but it’s okay girl Verbalizing thoughts would only make it worse

11/2/16

11/2/16


What to say today? Not much? That’s okay. Can’t force things to be made But keep practicing, Keep ticking away