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How is it possible that so many of you previous date-night partners are nurses? It’s like you’re having some secret meeting. All the lesbians stemming from the healthcare field, just conjuring at some underground layer directly between HCMC and St. Joes at Fairview Riverside. You’ve all met, and you’re all in agreeance: I’m sick! I […]
Little bit off. Aren’t we all, after all? For every tick, there’s a tock. Bare space on the wall, blank with no clock. Like time is just a concept, One to just be forgot Do what you want to Whenever you want to, you shouldn’t be stopped By silly numbers, conceived out of thought If […]
Broke. Horny. Hungry. Addicted. I’m needy! Fuck me. Feed me. Baby, please please me! Conflicted. Want it all. Everything. Help me get up? Help me recover? Help me relearn how to love by acting the part of a lover? Give me attention. Teach me more lessons. Broken, so hold me. Mend me, been fending for […]
Curve of your chest, Boasts the petite broadness in your shoulders. Expose a little more flesh, Tonight, affairs are in order.
Watching her polish those apples, forearms bulging. Is it obvious to the world? To anyone else at this far-too-posh farmers market? How everything, every-where in this room just looks like pure sex? Fuck. I can’t help it. Fuck. I haven’t in months. There might be cobwebs if my organs weren’t still pumping full-fledged hormones in […]
Companionship. At the end of the day, that’s all I want. Someone to take trips with. Someone to celebrate promotions and professional milesones with. Someone to curl up with when the sun rests it’s eyes for the night. Someone to kiss when the times allows, and someone that’s okay with a kiss when it doesn’t. […]
Feign forever Pretend for tonight We’ll act like good lovers Act like we got this for life Knowing damn well this ends There’s no such thing as forever Only just tonight So let’s cling to the covers Tomorrow, we’ll both be alright Kiss me like it means forever Even though it’s just tonight It could […]
Only meeting more that I’ll eventually have to let go. It feels like such a waste of time, in retrospect. Hours spent pillow-talking. Minutes passed learning each others history. Time together sharing thoughts, hopes, fears and heavy breathing like there just might be some kind of meaning to believe in. Ooooooooh, these women, man. They […]
Is it a cop-out to never love again? To deny any and all the possibilities of it? Regularly battle with the idea that this is for the best: to remain vacant and hollow in interactions with others in order to protect what’s left of my particularly fragile heart. Other times I know that those connections […]
Who can I call for advice these days now that you’re no longer around to pick up the phone? Your level-headedness balanced the uptight and anxious side of me. That’s why I can’t always just call Mom for anything, you know. She gets messy with her emotions. You could be steadfast. You could bare the […]