Is it too much to want a break?
What if that desire never leaves, and during those rare breaks in the day, you want to fill the time with busy-body activities, work, social banter or a physical form of a time waster like drinks at the bar?
Gotta just keep running from the now like it’s on fire.
It’s never good enough, no matter the close future you have planned.
Cause things rarely go as planned, you know.
I try to let them happen as they may.
It’s overwhelming, to the point it should be avoided at all costs.
Just another control-less control freak.