Tag Archive | alone

4/15/17

4/15/17


Being alone is no problem. Until it is. At some point a swift change occurs in my pattern of thinking and all of the sudden, I need a her to fall asleep next to tonight. Someone to wake up next to tomorrow morning. Just so fucking needy. Like an infinite infant, always feeling under-fed, cranky […]

4/15/17

4/15/17


You’ll never love me like I want, But can I ever accept that as a fact? Not really sure if I can, or even want to, wrap my head around that. Can we really ever be sure of anything? Scratching heads at dinner, but others are content picking out their wedding rings. They’re just content […]

2/2/17

2/2/17


Not really the type to just settle. Bedroom antics are one thing-we’re all animals with needs, after all. Savages until sunrise. No one really wants to wake-up next to a hyena full of guilt, ready to run quicker than the predecessor. All of us in the kingdom want some physical contact. It’s not human nature, […]

1/19/17

1/19/17


Don’t need no lady to drive ME crazy. Alone, it doesn’t faze me. Baddest at their worsts, Got me running even faster, Kicking dirt on the way past her. With one, there’s less room to hurt. Purposefully save face and worth, Hold and grasp to the concept of loving me first.

11/1/16

11/1/16


Yeah, we’re meant to be alone, ultimately. Think about it. As different as we all are, is it possible that there’s one human out there that perfectly fits all the needs of another? Very, very slim chance. Even if that is how it works, what if that one person died years ago? Or they became […]

11/9/16

11/9/16


Muse-less without a lady. Sanely mundane, bound to drive my own-self crazy. Full speed down the lane, Lines looking hazy. Blurred, misty eyed, Just blink twice and save me. Been a long ride, Trying to park and pay-it. Gitra get out and face it.

4/12/16

4/12/16


Of course You know Another night No sleep Sharing bar-close kisses with strangers Post-lust-call Drug-driven hang-outs Snorting powders until daylight Swore, before you came along it was the last time. Swear, I was fine. Found what I’d wanted. Somehow made it mine. Too bad it takes two or more for our relationship, And it only […]

4/27/16

4/27/16


You left me this way. Single. Prey for the strippers, nurses, groupies, servers, and all my exes You know that I always fall victim. Sick, addicted and twisted. These hormones are killing me. Not even yours, but I’m still pretending. Still acting like she’s you, Still acting like I’m living.


Are the lonely really that alone? There’s SO many of us out here. Aimlessly wandering as one. Together in thought. Pretending we co-exist somewhere, with something, to make-up for the lack of a someone. We’re full of ourselves. Hyped with desperation for the fleeting feeling of hope as each day passes, mundanely unchanged. None of […]

5/23/16

5/23/16


All of my “let’s just be friends” still have my heart. At least, the ones I truly gave it to do. I’ll always love those women. Some of them have once loved me. Some of them still might love me back. It doesn’t just go out the window like that. Yes, I sometimes hold onto […]