Tag Archive | heartbroken

4/12/16

4/12/16


Of course You know Another night No sleep Sharing bar-close kisses with strangers Post-lust-call Drug-driven hang-outs Snorting powders until daylight Swore, before you came along it was the last time. Swear, I was fine. Found what I’d wanted. Somehow made it mine. Too bad it takes two or more for our relationship, And it only […]

4/27/16

4/27/16


You left me this way. Single. Prey for the strippers, nurses, groupies, servers, and all my exes You know that I always fall victim. Sick, addicted and twisted. These hormones are killing me. Not even yours, but I’m still pretending. Still acting like she’s you, Still acting like I’m living.

7/14/16

7/14/16


Is it a cop-out to never love again? To deny any and all the possibilities of it? Regularly battle with the idea that this is for the best: to remain vacant and hollow in interactions with others in order to protect what’s left of my particularly fragile heart. Other times I know that those connections […]

9/29/16

9/29/16


Content, yet writing you again. Notebooks full of attempts. Somehow gotta make sense of all the sex.   Content, ignoring texts. Until I know what to expect And am prepared for what comes next.   Content, gotta rest. Worrying about our future, ain’t worth the stress. Something you see, but I’m learning to accept.   […]