Tag Archive | heartbroken
Of course You know Another night No sleep Sharing bar-close kisses with strangers Post-lust-call Drug-driven hang-outs Snorting powders until daylight Swore, before you came along it was the last time. Swear, I was fine. Found what I’d wanted. Somehow made it mine. Too bad it takes two or more for our relationship, And it only […]
You left me this way. Single. Prey for the strippers, nurses, groupies, servers, and all my exes You know that I always fall victim. Sick, addicted and twisted. These hormones are killing me. Not even yours, but I’m still pretending. Still acting like she’s you, Still acting like I’m living.
Is it a cop-out to never love again? To deny any and all the possibilities of it? Regularly battle with the idea that this is for the best: to remain vacant and hollow in interactions with others in order to protect what’s left of my particularly fragile heart. Other times I know that those connections […]
Content, yet writing you again. Notebooks full of attempts. Somehow gotta make sense of all the sex. Content, ignoring texts. Until I know what to expect And am prepared for what comes next. Content, gotta rest. Worrying about our future, ain’t worth the stress. Something you see, but I’m learning to accept. […]