Tag Archive | i miss you
It’s either easy picking, or too arrogant, sitting alone in the corner, just hoping that you’d grab me by the shoulder and pull me in like she used to. Not one of you will be quite like her. You’re all your own beasts, in my book, but I miss her. In so many ways. The […]
You left me this way. Single. Prey for the strippers, nurses, groupies, servers, and all my exes You know that I always fall victim. Sick, addicted and twisted. These hormones are killing me. Not even yours, but I’m still pretending. Still acting like she’s you, Still acting like I’m living.
Who can I call for advice these days now that you’re no longer around to pick up the phone? Your level-headedness balanced the uptight and anxious side of me. That’s why I can’t always just call Mom for anything, you know. She gets messy with her emotions. You could be steadfast. You could bare the […]
Almost went to that island-you know-the one from that time-you know. It was your 21st birthday. Both of us knew what a meaningful birthday our peers deemed it to be. You were understandably excited about earning the aged ability of entering any adult venue and sipping any alcoholic beverage you wanted. Everyone should be stoked […]
Tonight, we would’ve made you proud, Dad. You know how rarely my brother, your son, calls for help, often too proud himself to admit that he needs it. One of the traits he got from you, without a doubt. You would’ve been proud of him for asking and even as proud of me for being […]
Content, yet writing you again. Notebooks full of attempts. Somehow gotta make sense of all the sex. Content, ignoring texts. Until I know what to expect And am prepared for what comes next. Content, gotta rest. Worrying about our future, ain’t worth the stress. Something you see, but I’m learning to accept. […]