Tag Archive | lessons

11/9/16

11/9/16


Knowledge gained, right? Gotta put it to use, Use it or lose it, Means that sometimes, You may need to abuse it, Stretch your truths And face the music. Advertisements

11/7/16

11/7/16


Who can I call for advice these days now that you’re no longer around to pick up the phone? Your level-headedness balanced the uptight and anxious side of me. That’s why I can’t always just call Mom for anything, you know. She gets messy with her emotions. You could be steadfast. You could bare the […]

8/1/16

8/1/16


Letting days pass without writing.. It simply ain’t right, man Sometimes rather sit around at night. Always fighting feelings of flight Spiteful. Really kinda frightening Cause in the end, what I’m fighting is enlightenment

Expressionism – 10-29-13 (2)

Expressionism – 10-29-13 (2)


Mental note: don’t go mental. If shit comes and goes, why do we grasp so tightly? Like love will dissipate any moment, our money will vanish, our time will waste away. We know it comes in at its own and evaporates when it decides. We realize our choices and the fact that we’re ultimately powerless. […]

Expressionism – Summer 2013

Expressionism – Summer 2013


23 going on 50. Mid-life crisis’ have become so normal that now, they bring a sense of calm. Learning life is full of constant challenges was difficult. Confused, still, on when to rest. But that was back when I resented the impossible. Age brings wisdom, and it seems each year provides me with at least […]

Expressionism – March 2013

Expressionism – March 2013


The memories these walls contain would drive you insane if you created them, too. Can’t tell you how many times I pass that hallway, ever so aware of my choices. The same type of choices that led my stability to cave. Really, our relationship could have only taken so much pressure before cracking; Yet I […]

Expressionism – 10-29-13

Expressionism – 10-29-13


I’m not keeping myself alive these days. Never have been actually. The biggest difference is I want to keep myself alive these days. What’s changed? A lot! Something.. Nothing. Money stays on the lowest end of the tax bracket scale. Still working dead-end retail, hoping hard word pays-off. Still growing increasingly frustrated by the lack […]

Expressionism – 10-24-13

Expressionism – 10-24-13


Living life through escapes. This is just my latest example. Self-sacrificing sleep, all for the simple sake of expression. The irony is that if I slept more, there’d be far less that needed to be expressed. Yet there’s some imperfect beauty in struggle. There’s this odd promise made in the attempts to mend. A sense […]