Tag Archive | lonely

9/29/16

9/29/16


Definitely addicted. As soon as you left, I was ready to replace you. Had me withdrawing like I’d freebased you. Chasing dragons like chasing you. Not ready to quit, but I got to. Drugs are just drugs, without you.

11/9/16

11/9/16


Muse-less without a lady. Sanely mundane, bound to drive my own-self crazy. Full speed down the lane, Lines looking hazy. Blurred, misty eyed, Just blink twice and save me. Been a long ride, Trying to park and pay-it. Gitra get out and face it.

4/12/16

4/12/16


Of course You know Another night No sleep Sharing bar-close kisses with strangers Post-lust-call Drug-driven hang-outs Snorting powders until daylight Swore, before you came along it was the last time. Swear, I was fine. Found what I’d wanted. Somehow made it mine. Too bad it takes two or more for our relationship, And it only […]

4/24/16

4/24/16


Just want that tender touch That caress of a woman’s soft and dainty hands Want to see her painted nails colorize the creases on my skin. Give life to my dead flesh. Warm and alive on the outside, from your embrace. Still cold, calloused and numb inside. Walled up and guarded until I’m convinced this […]

7/8/16

7/8/16


Almost went to that island-you know-the one from that time-you know. It was your 21st birthday. Both of us knew what a meaningful birthday our peers deemed it to be. You were understandably excited about earning the aged ability of entering any adult venue and sipping any alcoholic beverage you wanted. Everyone should be stoked […]


Are the lonely really that alone? There’s SO many of us out here. Aimlessly wandering as one. Together in thought. Pretending we co-exist somewhere, with something, to make-up for the lack of a someone. We’re full of ourselves. Hyped with desperation for the fleeting feeling of hope as each day passes, mundanely unchanged. None of […]

3/16/16

3/16/16


This is probably my last year alive. 2016. Let it be a good one. Quit dwelling on the girl that doesn’t love you and quit wasting time on the ones that do. They will take whatever bullshit I give so can’t be upset when I’m lonely, drained financially from picking up the tab and exhausted […]

5/26/16 & 5/27/16

5/26/16 & 5/27/16


(5/26/16) We might not see eye to eye, Mainly cause I think when you shield yours from mine, You feel just fine. Cold and vacant, Even though I’ve faced it, Your face can’t be replaced that quick.     (5/27/16) You say we got no future like I’m talking to the dead Trying to resurrect […]

9/29/16

9/29/16


Meeting me wasn’t a good idea Sending memories is a worse one Forcing me to see him After you said this was more than done You were done. We were done. Something at the time, we didn’t quite agree on. Seems maybe you think you were wrong. Knew that I was down to stay around. […]

Clockwork – 2/17/16

Clockwork – 2/17/16


Here we are again. The two of us single. Falling back to old habits. Stay the night. Let’s mingle. Let me love her through you.  You can love her through me.  You’re lonely too, and girl, there’s no need to be.