Tag Archive | Reflections

2/3/17

2/3/17


Busy bodies make the world go round. You know, when you move so quick, it’s hard to feel the ups and downs until you sit. Been running so fast that your feet have hardly touched the ground. Been swimming like a fish with no way to drown. Keep momentum, the minute you stop is the […]

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11/1/16

11/1/16


Destiny. Fuck does it even mean? Can we control it or do we live in some Final Destination mapped out, pre-determined, type of universe? Individually we’ve got unique skills like life designed us each via a Sims character creation screen. 7 blue dashes of playfulness, but only 2 blue dashes in the nice category. Guess […]

5-15-16

5-15-16


26 and still escaping sleep like the plauge. Could it be that I’m attempting the impossible by holding off the dawning of a new day? Worried that waking could lead to God knows what. Some days after waking, there’s no desire in leaving bed. Other days I can’t even rest my head, knowing all of […]

3/16/16

3/16/16


This is probably my last year alive. 2016. Let it be a good one. Quit dwelling on the girl that doesn’t love you and quit wasting time on the ones that do. They will take whatever bullshit I give so can’t be upset when I’m lonely, drained financially from picking up the tab and exhausted […]

5/26/16 & 5/27/16

5/26/16 & 5/27/16


(5/26/16) We might not see eye to eye, Mainly cause I think when you shield yours from mine, You feel just fine. Cold and vacant, Even though I’ve faced it, Your face can’t be replaced that quick.     (5/27/16) You say we got no future like I’m talking to the dead Trying to resurrect […]

9/3/16

9/3/16


Stop me if I’m asking for too much I know no better Always been an all or nothing Nothing or something type Trying to figure this out Trying to do this right Alone navigating, blindly the paths of life But, it’s alright. Learn something new every night Though it does get lonely Learning more that […]

9/1/16

9/1/16


Just wait. Really, What are we doing? Not sure quite what to think You’ve got no answer Not one you’re ready to give Still deciding if it’s worth it? Me too We’re one in the same That’s why you got me leaving women be. All of them that ain’t you Simply ain’t worth you The […]

9/29/16

9/29/16


Woke up to the realization that today was national coffee day. You know how much I love altering my sober state of being and caffeine is the most legal and least detrimental way. Not to mention all the cute baristas that smile at you when you whip a notebook and ballpoint pen out. She thinks […]

9/12/16

9/12/16


Today I watched a spider spin his web. Or her web. No way to tell the gender. Are spiders as gender fluid as we are as humans? One may never know. He (or she) allows the string to travel and build future paths for one of it’s legs to cling to. He starts small. Tight […]

8/23/16

8/23/16


Sitting in this elementary school and it’s hard to not think of where you’re gonna send him someday. Not to imagine what his teachers name will be. If he’ll be excited to make new friends. If you’ll ever get so many phone calls from the principals office that you two become best friends. Being around […]