Tag Archive | Life

8/16/16

8/16/16


You say I can’t force destiny Won’t stop me from trying Build my own future Content with the unknown of dying Playing against the universe Like it can’t catch me Unregretfully expecting You standing next to me

7/25/16

7/25/16


Always meeting women like they’re some source of oxygen. Some carbon fuel to bring my cold-deceased heart to life again. Revive me, miss. Please! Run your fingers through that long, dark hair and I’ll keep watching. Playing with the straw from and iced coffee, thinking of how they could be my fingers instead. Could I […]

5/23/16

5/23/16


All of my “let’s just be friends” still have my heart. At least, the ones I truly gave it to do. I’ll always love those women. Some of them have once loved me. Some of them still might love me back. It doesn’t just go out the window like that. Yes, I sometimes hold onto […]

7/16/16

7/16/16


Use that mind everyday Like the muscle it is, Flex it. Complex and vexing Doesn’t come effortlessly Gotta stretch it, Bend and progress it Learn lessons Stay intent to keep stepping But be content with guessing When you alone can’t answer the question

3/16/16

3/16/16


Genetically gifted, Step above average Attractive? Somewhat, by societies standards Slightly mentally damaged From the drugs, And the cigarettes will probably end in cancer Seems to be the answer Mom got it and fought it, Yet I still can’t get up off it Half pack a day got me coughing Contemplate quitting often Still craving, […]

5/26/16 & 5/27/16

5/26/16 & 5/27/16


(5/26/16) We might not see eye to eye, Mainly cause I think when you shield yours from mine, You feel just fine. Cold and vacant, Even though I’ve faced it, Your face can’t be replaced that quick.     (5/27/16) You say we got no future like I’m talking to the dead Trying to resurrect […]

9/29/16

9/29/16


Meeting me wasn’t a good idea Sending memories is a worse one Forcing me to see him After you said this was more than done You were done. We were done. Something at the time, we didn’t quite agree on. Seems maybe you think you were wrong. Knew that I was down to stay around. […]

9/3/16

9/3/16


Stop me if I’m asking for too much I know no better Always been an all or nothing Nothing or something type Trying to figure this out Trying to do this right Alone navigating, blindly the paths of life But, it’s alright. Learn something new every night Though it does get lonely Learning more that […]

9/1/16

9/1/16


Just wait. Really, What are we doing? Not sure quite what to think You’ve got no answer Not one you’re ready to give Still deciding if it’s worth it? Me too We’re one in the same That’s why you got me leaving women be. All of them that ain’t you Simply ain’t worth you The […]

9/12/16

9/12/16


Today I watched a spider spin his web. Or her web. No way to tell the gender. Are spiders as gender fluid as we are as humans? One may never know. He (or she) allows the string to travel and build future paths for one of it’s legs to cling to. He starts small. Tight […]