Tag Archive | Saint Paul

Expressionism – March 2013

Expressionism – March 2013


The memories these walls contain would drive you insane if you created them, too. Can’t tell you how many times I pass that hallway, ever so aware of my choices. The same type of choices that led my stability to cave. Really, our relationship could have only taken so much pressure before cracking; Yet I […]

Expressionism – 10-29-13

Expressionism – 10-29-13


I’m not keeping myself alive these days. Never have been actually. The biggest difference is I want to keep myself alive these days. What’s changed? A lot! Something.. Nothing. Money stays on the lowest end of the tax bracket scale. Still working dead-end retail, hoping hard word pays-off. Still growing increasingly frustrated by the lack […]

Expressionism – Image – May 2013

Expressionism – Image – May 2013


Dressed like I’m walking depression, Could give a fuck about impression. Founded morals based off lessons, So if attention is mentioned, My mind may feel threatened. Defended by demands. Holding my own two hands. Taking stands, hoping to advance. Maybe there’s a chance, That your commands will reach some fans. But my true stance, Hopes […]

Expressionism – October 2013

Expressionism – October 2013


More than a year since we met in the physical. Not one of those days has passed without my mind crossing back to you. Life has come and gone since then, so don’t get me wrong, I’ve still been living. Sort of. Pretty healthy. Some days happier than others. Finally growing into this mold of […]

Expressionism – Winter 2012

Expressionism – Winter 2012


Are you happy? Cause I just don’t see it. So much potential To make the world spin for you. Yet you just don’t believe it. Stuck in zero gravity, Like purgatory is reality. You’re baffling, Beautiful and capturing, With anchored shoes. Yeah, you’re tied down. Throwing me clues now, You’re ready to be on your […]

Expressionism – May 2013

Expressionism – May 2013


Manic episodes steal the show. During the darker times, I let reruns play on repeat. Same plot. Same script. Even the same commercials. The only thing that changes is the characters. Roles reversed, actresses replaced, cast members killed off. Constantly forcing new lines upon them. It greatly differs from what their previous directors drilled into […]

Expressionism – Do it. – Undated

Expressionism – Do it. – Undated


Get your mind right. Quit turning it off instead. That’s clearly getting you nowhere. You have dreams! You have goals! You have aspirations! What the hell are you waiting for? Quit the excuses. Shut the fuck up with the “I can’t do it” mentality. Just do it! Shut up, Do it. Go.

Expressionism – Move On – Winter 2013

Expressionism – Move On – Winter 2013


Came to reclaim me. Drove 200 miles searching. Watching mile markers as they pass. Recounting each phone call. The same buildings have stayed grounded. Reminds me of stability, And our lack of it. As the bluffs appear, They beg me not to jump. Took it from here, It’s probably fair to leave it. Drop it […]

Expressionism – Undated from Winter 2012

Expressionism – Undated from Winter 2012


What a sick world it is, that we let things like addictions run our lives. Not only ours, but also the ones we love and actually want nothing but the best for. They halt their own progression just to help us through our bumps and falls. It’s not that they go unappreciated, but sometimes they […]

Expressionism – 10-24-13

Expressionism – 10-24-13


Living life through escapes. This is just my latest example. Self-sacrificing sleep, all for the simple sake of expression. The irony is that if I slept more, there’d be far less that needed to be expressed. Yet there’s some imperfect beauty in struggle. There’s this odd promise made in the attempts to mend. A sense […]